hmmm......
aahhh..
oh.. nay.. uhum.. uhhhhhh..
mmmm??????????
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I have decided to blog today, come what may! Have been thinking what to blog about.. the best part abt blogging is that u dunno me.. so I can go on and on.. blabbering abt the most insane, boring, fit-for-nothing kind of topic.. beloboring in the blogging key!
but lemme come up with a topic soon.. help me do that.. what is that thats goin to interest the whole lot of junta out there.... Cricket.. the one goin on in Nagpur is the last one that I want to blog about.. hmm....... We deserve a better drama.. !
Abt my cooking .. hmm I relish.. not my cooking but writing abt that.. Today, what started out as Sambar became koottu in between to get finished as Curry! .. For more details, u gotto enter my apartment and see my smoke alarm go.. see the cooker is its best shape.. thawed and stove blackened.. and me amidst all smoke! wow! what a revelation.. ?! Culprit......... Less of some Hydrogen and Oxygen in some proportion inside the cooker, which refused to build pressure..!
But cookin is too personal to me to expect the whole world to get interested in.. so I chuck cooking as a topic to blog abt ! Can I blog abt the excited state I am in.. I have spent the whole day replying to backlogged mail box.. here I go .. start with a mail.. and down I see umpteen more waiting for my attention for days together.. Now does nt this appear to be too boastful abt how busy I am or how many people are vying fpr my attention;)! And u kno the reality is neither of the two.. :)
I have come way down.. deciding that today is not a good day to blog.. So I am quitting the scene right now.. bye bye to blogging ways?!
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
Friday, October 22, 2004
Monday, October 04, 2004
Loyalty of the universal law
In leaps and bounds..
my life has come by..
from the bubbly childhood ..
to a responsible woman ..
I would not refute if u say
I longed to be grown up when I was a kid
and now long to go back to second childhood
as if I ever have a chance....
forever I thought it would last..
the exams.. the tension the homework and stuff..
its gone.... its back.... in all its fervour and fever
constantly dynamic thats how its got to be
in the pensive moments creep
my inner passions for nagging from sleep
any man who is taking a nap
so that I could take his lap
I did that umpteen times
can I do it again ?
Can I recite rhymes ?
am a grad student in pain :(
I did have the respite in between
it is that that did more harm than good
so in all life began
rainbow shades died and let me grow old!
my life has come by..
from the bubbly childhood ..
to a responsible woman ..
I would not refute if u say
I longed to be grown up when I was a kid
and now long to go back to second childhood
as if I ever have a chance....
forever I thought it would last..
the exams.. the tension the homework and stuff..
its gone.... its back.... in all its fervour and fever
constantly dynamic thats how its got to be
in the pensive moments creep
my inner passions for nagging from sleep
any man who is taking a nap
so that I could take his lap
I did that umpteen times
can I do it again ?
Can I recite rhymes ?
am a grad student in pain :(
I did have the respite in between
it is that that did more harm than good
so in all life began
rainbow shades died and let me grow old!
Sunday, October 03, 2004
chaos in order
chaos in order.. This is how I could descibe my variant thoughts! It has no direction most of the times.. Like a 5 yr old, I would want to be a gafa if I meet or come across one..
The way I think is total chaos.. unbelievably hopeless.. yet somethign happens.. all time around.. this game of happening around should continue as long as earth comes around the sun.. again 'n again.. it gives me hope.. and reason to live..
Unstructured thoughts, random processes, probability of getting hooked on to something meaningful, loosely connected idealogies, strong opinions about nothings.. hmm.. I am getting tired of the way I am .. but I guess I like it .. somewhere in the corner of my self..
I happened to come across one called _ _ (VJ) Her privacy consideration ;) .. She writes poetry.. Admittedly, none of them is GReat.. Some of them were readable though!! .. and guess what I wanted to quit engg and become a poet.. what am I made of.. ?? guess milk and petrol will make a pastry for my birthday celebrations at 2 pm in a crowded Madras bus between .. 13B?? :))
guess what? I want to create a new blog for placing my incognito poems.. yet to be written.. I create the blog and then sit and see if I can make me hastham write anything resembling rhyme w/o a reason! I would give it a title.. publish the url all around the world and if I realize I am jus not made for writing poetries,I would convert the blog to hold my someother equally quirky activities until I realize I am not good at it too!! :(( ....... am I being negative all thro thsi blog??
..... and I call myself eternally optimistic.. ?!!? I am most of the times.... Infact romantic and impractical will fit in precise with enuf harsh and biting pull rather than a fine word called 'optimistic'. :) ......
see, I cant conclude this.. This will go and on....... and suddenly out of nowhere it will end rather abrubtly and I 'll call it my nonsensical style
The way I think is total chaos.. unbelievably hopeless.. yet somethign happens.. all time around.. this game of happening around should continue as long as earth comes around the sun.. again 'n again.. it gives me hope.. and reason to live..
Unstructured thoughts, random processes, probability of getting hooked on to something meaningful, loosely connected idealogies, strong opinions about nothings.. hmm.. I am getting tired of the way I am .. but I guess I like it .. somewhere in the corner of my self..
I happened to come across one called _ _ (VJ) Her privacy consideration ;) .. She writes poetry.. Admittedly, none of them is GReat.. Some of them were readable though!! .. and guess what I wanted to quit engg and become a poet.. what am I made of.. ?? guess milk and petrol will make a pastry for my birthday celebrations at 2 pm in a crowded Madras bus between .. 13B?? :))
guess what? I want to create a new blog for placing my incognito poems.. yet to be written.. I create the blog and then sit and see if I can make me hastham write anything resembling rhyme w/o a reason! I would give it a title.. publish the url all around the world and if I realize I am jus not made for writing poetries,I would convert the blog to hold my someother equally quirky activities until I realize I am not good at it too!! :(( ....... am I being negative all thro thsi blog??
..... and I call myself eternally optimistic.. ?!!? I am most of the times.... Infact romantic and impractical will fit in precise with enuf harsh and biting pull rather than a fine word called 'optimistic'. :) ......
see, I cant conclude this.. This will go and on....... and suddenly out of nowhere it will end rather abrubtly and I 'll call it my nonsensical style
Sunday, September 26, 2004
Flashback - 1 dated Sep 26 2004 - weekend after school started!
This one was different.. Different from what it was two yrs down the memory lane.. I had major plans of laundry , cleaning, studying, catching up with ppl .. list is endless..
and what I did.. yes I did something useful.. but that was over before the day got dawned.. My good friend and I spoke at length abt a variety of topics.. He life is changing.. I 'll miss her.. :( .. She is getting on with life.. life should get better for her.. :) I hope and Pray.. I kno her Krishna will take care of that;)..
I slept.... Got up.. with books all around me.. tried to pour me in.. it drowned with more sleep .... again and again.. Day alternated between sleep and study sessions;).. The book by Irv Englander is drab.. Its all stuff that one mustave learnt at the sixth class level introductory class to computer science...... Can u believe it? What is HDD, FDD, Monitor, Binary numbers.. uhh.. in a Grad School :(.. Anyways.. I guess from the exam point of view, it could still be difficult.. :) Pray He is with me and with my Grade:)
...... saturday was over in a short while.. in a lapse of sessions gone unnoticed.. I met a guy called Prashant who wanted to go behind a Greek !! .. I still cannot take the fact that Indians could fall for Non-Indians.. Indians my only criterion! ;)!!!!! No I am not despo at all!
Sunday....... wow! after the joyfully painful one at Camp Allyn, this was respite at work! ;).. Will get bac for more!
Mixed moods.. in fact better .. Getting better with day... getting better with getting busy!!
and what I did.. yes I did something useful.. but that was over before the day got dawned.. My good friend and I spoke at length abt a variety of topics.. He life is changing.. I 'll miss her.. :( .. She is getting on with life.. life should get better for her.. :) I hope and Pray.. I kno her Krishna will take care of that;)..
I slept.... Got up.. with books all around me.. tried to pour me in.. it drowned with more sleep .... again and again.. Day alternated between sleep and study sessions;).. The book by Irv Englander is drab.. Its all stuff that one mustave learnt at the sixth class level introductory class to computer science...... Can u believe it? What is HDD, FDD, Monitor, Binary numbers.. uhh.. in a Grad School :(.. Anyways.. I guess from the exam point of view, it could still be difficult.. :) Pray He is with me and with my Grade:)
...... saturday was over in a short while.. in a lapse of sessions gone unnoticed.. I met a guy called Prashant who wanted to go behind a Greek !! .. I still cannot take the fact that Indians could fall for Non-Indians.. Indians my only criterion! ;)!!!!! No I am not despo at all!
Sunday....... wow! after the joyfully painful one at Camp Allyn, this was respite at work! ;).. Will get bac for more!
Mixed moods.. in fact better .. Getting better with day... getting better with getting busy!!
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
Westlife - Seasons In The Sun
Goodbye to you my trusted friend
We´ve known each other since we
Were nine or ten
Together we´ve climbed hills and trees
Learned of love and abc´s
Skinned our hearts and
Skinned our knees
Goodbye my friend it´s hard to die
When all the birds are singing
In the sky
Now that spring is in the air
Pretty girls are everywhere
Think of me and i´ll be there
we had joy we had fun we had
seasons in the sun
but the hills that we climbed were
just seasons out of time
goodbye papa please pray for me
i was the black sheep of the family
you tried to teach me right from wrong
too much wine and too much song
wonder how i got along
goodbye papa it´s hard to die
when all the birds are singing in the sky
now that the spring is in the air
little children everywhere
when you see them i´ll be there
we had joy we had fun we had
seasons in the sun
but the wine and the songs like the
seasons have all gone
we had joy we had fun we had
seasons in the sun
but the wine and the song like
the seasons have all gone
goodbye michelle my little one
you gave me love and helped
me find the sun
and every time that i was down
you would always come around
and get my feet back on
the ground
goodbye michelle it´s hard to die
when all the birds are singing in
the sky
now that the spring is in the air
with the flowers everywhere
i wish that we could both be there
we had joy we had fun we had
seasons in the sun
but the hills that we climbed were
just seasons out of time
we had joy we had fun we had
seasons in the sun
but the wine and the song like the
seasons have all gone
we had joy we had fun we had
seasons in the sun
but the wine and the song like the
seasons have all gone
we had joy we had fun we had
seasons in the sun
but the wine and the song like the
seasons have all gone
As life moves on, we say bye bye to many people.
Each time u say a bye, u 'll have 2 'Hi' s to tell.
Yet, its pain to leave the ones u love.
Yet, we do it .. time and again.. in search of better living.. and we get 'em..
Do we? Don't we? A million dollar unanswered question in itself.
If all ur life, u strive to get at something.. and the strive means a purpose to u.. and it goes on and on..
so much on and on.. that the ends even when at reach.. u r too busy to look at it..
Yes that what life is made up of.. the stuff.. the time.. each adds its own spice to what we call L-I-F-E
So take the learning with u .. but keep goin..
Goodbye to you my trusted friend
We´ve known each other since we
Were nine or ten
Together we´ve climbed hills and trees
Learned of love and abc´s
Skinned our hearts and
Skinned our knees
Goodbye my friend it´s hard to die
When all the birds are singing
In the sky
Now that spring is in the air
Pretty girls are everywhere
Think of me and i´ll be there
we had joy we had fun we had
seasons in the sun
but the hills that we climbed were
just seasons out of time
goodbye papa please pray for me
i was the black sheep of the family
you tried to teach me right from wrong
too much wine and too much song
wonder how i got along
goodbye papa it´s hard to die
when all the birds are singing in the sky
now that the spring is in the air
little children everywhere
when you see them i´ll be there
we had joy we had fun we had
seasons in the sun
but the wine and the songs like the
seasons have all gone
we had joy we had fun we had
seasons in the sun
but the wine and the song like
the seasons have all gone
goodbye michelle my little one
you gave me love and helped
me find the sun
and every time that i was down
you would always come around
and get my feet back on
the ground
goodbye michelle it´s hard to die
when all the birds are singing in
the sky
now that the spring is in the air
with the flowers everywhere
i wish that we could both be there
we had joy we had fun we had
seasons in the sun
but the hills that we climbed were
just seasons out of time
we had joy we had fun we had
seasons in the sun
but the wine and the song like the
seasons have all gone
we had joy we had fun we had
seasons in the sun
but the wine and the song like the
seasons have all gone
we had joy we had fun we had
seasons in the sun
but the wine and the song like the
seasons have all gone
As life moves on, we say bye bye to many people.
Each time u say a bye, u 'll have 2 'Hi' s to tell.
Yet, its pain to leave the ones u love.
Yet, we do it .. time and again.. in search of better living.. and we get 'em..
Do we? Don't we? A million dollar unanswered question in itself.
If all ur life, u strive to get at something.. and the strive means a purpose to u.. and it goes on and on..
so much on and on.. that the ends even when at reach.. u r too busy to look at it..
Yes that what life is made up of.. the stuff.. the time.. each adds its own spice to what we call L-I-F-E
So take the learning with u .. but keep goin..
Gajananam bootha ganathi sevidam
kabitha jambboo palasara patshidham
umasudam shoka vinasakaranam
namami vigneshwara patha pankajam
He who has the face of an elephant, one who is worshipped by the Bhooda ganam, He who eats the essence of kabitha and Jumbu fruits, He who is the son of Uma Devi and He who alliuiates the ill fellings in us. O! Lord Vigneshwara who is an embodiment of all the above, we offer our Namaskarams at your Divine feet.
kabitha jambboo palasara patshidham
umasudam shoka vinasakaranam
namami vigneshwara patha pankajam
He who has the face of an elephant, one who is worshipped by the Bhooda ganam, He who eats the essence of kabitha and Jumbu fruits, He who is the son of Uma Devi and He who alliuiates the ill fellings in us. O! Lord Vigneshwara who is an embodiment of all the above, we offer our Namaskarams at your Divine feet.
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