no blog !?

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I have decided to blog today, come what may! Have been thinking what to blog about.. the best part abt blogging is that u dunno me.. so I can go on and on.. blabbering abt the most insane, boring, fit-for-nothing kind of topic.. beloboring in the blogging key!

but lemme come up with a topic soon.. help me do that.. what is that thats goin to interest the whole lot of junta out there.... Cricket.. the one goin on in Nagpur is the last one that I want to blog about.. hmm....... We deserve a better drama.. !

Abt my cooking .. hmm I relish.. not my cooking but writing abt that.. Today, what started out as Sambar became koottu in between to get finished as Curry! .. For more details, u gotto enter my apartment and see my smoke alarm go.. see the cooker is its best shape.. thawed and stove blackened.. and me amidst all smoke! wow! what a revelation.. ?! Culprit......... Less of some Hydrogen and Oxygen in some proportion inside the cooker, which refused to build pressure..!

But cookin is too personal to me to expect the whole world to get interested in.. so I chuck cooking as a topic to blog abt ! Can I blog abt the excited state I am in.. I have spent the whole day replying to backlogged mail box.. here I go .. start with a mail.. and down I see umpteen more waiting for my attention for days together.. Now does nt this appear to be too boastful abt how busy I am or how many people are vying fpr my attention;)! And u kno the reality is neither of the two.. :)

I have come way down.. deciding that today is not a good day to blog.. So I am quitting the scene right now.. bye bye to blogging ways?!

You !

you make me blue
you make me pink ..
Is this called adding color to life?

Loyalty of the universal law

In leaps and bounds..
my life has come by..

from the bubbly childhood ..
to a responsible woman ..

I would not refute if u say
I longed to be grown up when I was a kid

and now long to go back to second childhood
as if I ever have a chance....

forever I thought it would last..
the exams.. the tension the homework and stuff..
its gone.... its back.... in all its fervour and fever
constantly dynamic thats how its got to be

in the pensive moments creep
my inner passions for nagging from sleep
any man who is taking a nap
so that I could take his lap

I did that umpteen times
can I do it again ?
Can I recite rhymes ?
am a grad student in pain :(

I did have the respite in between
it is that that did more harm than good
so in all life began
rainbow shades died and let me grow old!

chaos in order

chaos in order.. This is how I could descibe my variant thoughts! It has no direction most of the times.. Like a 5 yr old, I would want to be a gafa if I meet or come across one..

The way I think is total chaos.. unbelievably hopeless.. yet somethign happens.. all time around.. this game of happening around should continue as long as earth comes around the sun.. again 'n again.. it gives me hope.. and reason to live..

Unstructured thoughts, random processes, probability of getting hooked on to something meaningful, loosely connected idealogies, strong opinions about nothings.. hmm.. I am getting tired of the way I am .. but I guess I like it .. somewhere in the corner of my self..

I happened to come across one called _ _ (VJ) Her privacy consideration ;) .. She writes poetry.. Admittedly, none of them is GReat.. Some of them were readable though!! .. and guess what I wanted to quit engg and become a poet.. what am I made of.. ?? guess milk and petrol will make a pastry for my birthday celebrations at 2 pm in a crowded Madras bus between .. 13B?? :))

guess what? I want to create a new blog for placing my incognito poems.. yet to be written.. I create the blog and then sit and see if I can make me hastham write anything resembling rhyme w/o a reason! I would give it a title.. publish the url all around the world and if I realize I am jus not made for writing poetries,I would convert the blog to hold my someother equally quirky activities until I realize I am not good at it too!! :(( ....... am I being negative all thro thsi blog??

..... and I call myself eternally optimistic.. ?!!? I am most of the times.... Infact romantic and impractical will fit in precise with enuf harsh and biting pull rather than a fine word called 'optimistic'. :) ......

see, I cant conclude this.. This will go and on....... and suddenly out of nowhere it will end rather abrubtly and I 'll call it my nonsensical style